Springing-ly

Slough-Spring life shouts from below 

Tans to Greens—a verdant show 

Spoonbills, Woodies, Redwings sing 

Croaking, chipping, tinking things 

Mud-Resurrection’s whispering roar. 

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Eyeing Equinox

My solstice eye imagines you,

seeing the winter moon rising

 in long dark mornings before new days.

I sense you feeling the edge of sun-warmth

on a cold-nipped, winter-blushed cheeks;

turning to keep the wind at bay,

wiggling toes and shuffling for warmth.

THANKYOU for being here!

As one snowflake is the beginning

 of child-delight screams on a winter sled hill.

Or one effort to kneel and meet the snow,  

transposes us to Snow-Angel elegance!

So, do, we, all, with each given part and step,

 by courageously showing up for each other,

create community here–spring’s seeds stirring

and equinox’s waters warming beneath our feet.

Celebrating us-all-beautiful-participants,

Warming one another, delightfully hygge!

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Tails to Trails

Nuzzled from morning indecision by an eager whine,
polite, with play-bow; and those eyes….
Such eyes of expectation met mine, and held them
in faith and hopeful love of common things-
How can I resist my friends invite to a walk!

With some effort, feet found boots,
arms took sweater and wind-breaker,
head took hat, and hands, gloves.
And, don’t forget a 6’ leash!
My friend’s anticipation carried us to the Trail-Head.

First out, we brush fall frost from leaved grasses.
I sight migrating flocks; he is scenting unseen things-
Pulling me, loosening muscle, to limb, together, striding.
In no time, my “trainer” has me at a cardio level!
My weak excuses and funk are just tracks behind.

I forget myself in his dancing exuberance.
He is all alive, sensing life and wonder to share.
We see, much more, and better, through a friend’s gaze.
How glad I am, again, he has gotten me out!
This brief half hour is well invested!

We turn now, heading back, too soon it seems;
so sorry I cannot go farther-
but this invigoration and its treasures
will renew and replay all day, and beyond
The Trail, outdoor air and pet’s companionship.

Excursions to wild-tinged places renews,
sweetens drab days as I recall writings of Muir,
Leopold, Whitman, Richard Dorer, Muggs Townsend.
Their words and works, with so many unnamed,
preserved woods and wetlands where, now, new trails lead!

We know these excursions take us further than we know…
to Connections we can only have in a partnering.
These “Tail Waggers” so wonderfully beckon us explore,
to savor, together, our priceless outdoor heritage.
“So then, when can we go out again, together?”

Rodney James Spidahl 04-27-18

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Standing Waist Deep

Standing, waist deep in The Gallatin,
shifting balances on flowing pebbles
tenuous & tenacious….
Grippng bedrock with ones toes
to cast 40 feet of looping line.
Everything is moving
out where the trout live.
To grasp few ounces of their squirm
is to hold a moment of raging river.
Feel it’s suppleties;  untamable power!
Tangible, yet not all is held-
the awe and inner current of a wild thing;
Surpasses Clutch and Release!
I fish the river…i feel its power.
I fish the trout, in the heart of its stream.
Now, having fished, felt and known,
The River fishes me.
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A Way In

There are spaces

and cracks in our lives

where love seeps in

 

A rock is split

in the freezing/thawing places

of a Minnesota field

 

Powered by persistence

water-life breaks stone

by just being there

 

Penetrating and seeking

as the world turns

in the crevices of life

 

Tenaciously brave-hearted

in rain and snow

unrelentingly supple

 

No matter

how hard

the other heart-

There are spaces

and cracks in our lives

where Love must slip in . . .

 

Even if we are faithless

Christ remains faithful

for He cannot deny Himself.

 

Sometimes

I just hear better

when the rocks say it

 

God’s Love never fails.

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Snow Journey; Sand Prayers

I travel seul; we journey, wearied

Of Me, myself & I- not three

Ego hungers for His Presence

Butterfly in Pollened Lee . . .

 

We are sand, just drifting, sifted

We are flakes the wind will shake

Detached, these dry bones lying frozen

Pieced in ice above the lake

 

Songs  without harmonic motion?

Barques on adolescent’s sea?

Joi de Vivre found in Being

Woe in we if all are me’s

 

We are snows  sifting, drifting

Simple grains the waters rake

Death like lone bones yearning, lying,

Locked immobile ‘neath life’s lake

 

Traitorous, betrayed and traitor

Welcomed wounding, healing space

God’s attacking hoarded me-somes

Slain and raised in arms of Grace!

 

Child- I burrowed snows soft comfort

Youth –my toes the beach embraced

Grown, we travel, far, together

Love creates all kindred space.

 

Snowstorm beckons into calmness,

Cutting sand- smooth agates make!

Let my journey be Communion

Melt my ice and drink the lake!

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Across Silence

between our evening

and the Morning

across this field

“neighbors”

stand facing

silhouetted wood

enhanced being

slanting flakes

winter storm’s gift

hygge komforte

locked gazes

holy-hushed

spaces between

now connected (!)

snow-silenced wonder

fearful glances

cast at tail-lights

passing…holding

don’t leave

w/o blessing me

given-ness

shivering me

intensely divine

community

grace-arresting

look long

the cost of pausing

to feel/see you

empathied we

where Other stands

tomorrow is now

soft wonder anew

having seen me

across silence only

in contemplating you

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The Sun Also Rises

On the two of us,

gathered, solemn,

this day’s sun also rises.

Single sentinel form, so singly white,

catching with me,

some warming

in these early rays.

Simple tulip-life

rising undaunted

from grassland,  untended.

Someone planted you here,

life happened

and they left.

How do you still bring

friendly bloom?

Reflections in white

on the disconsolate.

I stretch out across this distance,

Me, with arms and you

your green and white limbs!

Wishing, somehow,

to bring it all back again.

Somehow to brush back

the night spun cirro-stratus . . .

But it is too far, this past

our friends are gone.

Yet I do stare; following your gaze upward

as if staring could bring your light!

My thoughts pass

beneath the warmth.

Heart and brain in fog

weightier sheets it seems

than those tons of droplets

hung in morning blues

all around me.

Drifting up with random warmth,

In chaotic shades

as sunlit-seamed memories

they rise to somewhere . . .

Oh, self, pray, give way!

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One Little Word

Fears-
as verbal, noun,
or, God forbid,
adjective!

Appearing
in so many forms-
and don’t forget
all the relatives!

But who cares,
their literary bounds?-
when in the night
they burst their bonds,
come leaping on,
a’ganging, a’hunting
and all-ranging
as famished demons!

But if I bring
and release them,
become
or increase them,
surely
it matters well
Who hears and how
And with what
intensities,
I speak
The Word,
to defeat them.

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Journeyed

Venturing like a faith-song
into country spaces,
pulled from far beyond me
out from city to cabin
then across
into the calming
of a clearing at dusk-light;
from the chill of crowd
and all such noises
toward what is quieted

The house is within ear-shot
yet the sounds of people laughing
are not comprehended in this silence
I am accustomed to the feeling-
listen: The trees on each side
are touching.
I feel they know my place
much better than I
and I feel they accept my place
much more than I can,
ever.
For I shiver and tremble deep
at such compassionate silence
hearing me.

Journeyed, now
yet only more sure
of this turning away,
the need of movement
to unexplained openings,
leaving physicality enveloped
in the trans-empirical spaces
where unspoken realities
seem so naturally
to have the last word.

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